The Start of Something New

make a long update

2009-06-01T23:06:00.010+08:00

WAH! IT SEEMS LIKE THIS BLOG IS ALREADY DEAD!
OH MY GOD!
LET ME CLEAN THE DUST OFF THE BLOG BY ADDING SOME PICTURES!?

Photos took on the Graduation Day as usher.

My sweetie girl and me.

Isn't she sweet?

Come on, a group pic.

Eric, QingHui and me.

A couple of pic from my family portrait album.

Me and my Brother, doesn't look so alike right?

We three sibling!

Some pictures from the sentosa outing with the Brince freshie.

Come on, it was so hot...

My group girls. HuiShan, MeiYin, JiaMin.

a pic with me pls.

They are WenQi and JunYin.

A group photo b4 leaving for home.

Oh ya! I also have a chalet for my class.
All the picture is at the link below:
http://picasaweb.google.com/junosjun/Chalet34Apr09?authkey=Gv1sRgCLDoxLuvhKmp7wE#

My art n design poster pic.

quite weird right...

found a web to do a quiz: Get to know yourself better
i find it quite true to me.
my answer:

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

taken from http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

here is another one: The five qn personality test
hmm, not sure leh.

Here is the analysis:

Your ideal mate has a good figure.
You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
You are worried and uncertain about your success. That's your attitudes towards success.
You think that if you like what you are and have, then no matter what, you will always be happy.
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

what else should i update?
maybe when i know then i update ba.
till here.

update update abit...

2009-03-05T01:04:00.003+08:00

It seem quite long since he has update about himself.

Lets see, what can he talk about today?
Here is a very interesting test that like fun to work with.
The result of his to the test:

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Where Your life is Going You are a very determined and willful individual. You have strong set goals that you plan to reach no matter what. You may be an overachiever at times but that's because you want to be successful in your life. The greatest accomplishment for you is when you reach a high goal. However, you constantly worry if you're not good enough to do something, or if your life doesn't go according to plan. You worry a lot about your future, and if it will meet all your high criteria. Don't worry, with your determination, and hard work ethic, and organization chances are things will go according to plan.
Commitment
Disappointment
Losing Someone
Being Alone
Death
Looked down on
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Dont know if it is true, but to him it sound quite fun and interesting.
Found it at Fiona's blogggg..
So the things that he most fear is commitment and disappointment.
Can imagine he easily feel sad to get committed to something or something that disappoint him.
Maybe these two are link, he fear to commit because he fear disappointment once his commit to that something? Ha! A bit sense right? So clever me.

Here is another test he had took:

What is your hidden self? Your Result: Jessica / Calan You are very smart and very quiet. You are very well-behaved and seem to do no wrong. You like to feel you have done well and hate feeling like you have failed. You may be called a nerd you may not but inside your a really nice person. You like rock music like Muse or Bowling for soup. If you are a girl your inner self has long black hair which you tie back. dark brown small etes and glasses and retainers and if you are a boy short black hair and dark brown eyes.
Naomi / JJ
Samantha / Danny
Skye / Matt
What is your hidden self? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Doesnt know if it is accurate or not, but it seem like many people said it is accurate.
LOL!

Okay, know talks about his life.
This holiday is a holiday for him to "pia" his work, or "chiong".
His target is to earn as much as possible during this holiday, and after that quit one of his job.
By the way, doing two jobs during holiday still okay, but doing do jobs when schooling time is like super tiring lor, i wonder if there is anyone out there doing more than 2 jobs and studying at the same time. He is one super lucky guy to get himself 2 part time jobs. But will he continue doing 2 jobs and study at same time? This he will has to see...

Very tired this holiday, but is worth it.
Planning to get a chalet during this holiday, and hope can go to 2 camp this holiday too!
Hope chalet will success and can get a chance to be a SL during the camp!

Yeah! That's all for now.
Nighty!

start of holiday...

2009-02-24T01:12:00.003+08:00

okay, it has been holiday for him now.
but he cant find any mood to enjoy this holiday.
due to alot of reasons, or maybe not because of all this reasons too.

first of all, his examination.
should be okay for his EG2, cause he had a bit of confident in it.
For AEL, right after the exam, his mood fly off. you should know what it mean.
For the rest of the modules, the only one he scare of is ITT, he doesnt even know he could get at least a C or not. And he so wish to get to know his AMT result, cause he knew it wont be any good, but hope to get at least a B.
So overall, his examination is one of the problems that causes him to has no happy holiday, until 20th of March will he get to enjoy his holiday.

now, what else has bothered him so much?
should be financial problem again, he has no much money that could allow him to spend on things that he wants. And now he has to work to earn enough money for his next school fee now. If not there is no time to earn. Thus making fan for this.

what else?
his life? or should he say his past and his future?
he has been keep on refreshing to his past, for no reason. Thus, making him think so much negatively now that he cannot enjoy his time now. plus his future, how will it be? what will happened? all has cause him doubting himself.

anyway, life is always that boring unless you got the power or money.
but with power, comes with great responsibility, thus power stress your life.
and with money, money bring short term happiness, but not a long term one.
so what thing will enlighten your life with happiness?
answer for me should be your love ones and the way you yourself to at life.

anyway, enjoy your holidays, friends!
SmiLe!
Juno.

Esplanade and updates

2009-02-12T02:51:00.008+08:00

what to update for him?

hmm, exam coming, homework due dating reaching.
and he can still blog at the time 3 am in the morning some more.
dont know what he is thinking.

anyway, these few days went esplanade see see and study.
Let his pictures do the talking:

the inside of esplanade, from difference view! nice!

a proper class photo! Finally! but still got two ppl not in...

from the four...

become a group! so nice right!

lol, king shamus!

the two groups photo for four. so cute right.

dinner time!

group photo after dinner...

here are some "creative", "fun", and "memorable" pictures:

twist! you are being taken too! Larissa.

"YummY!" for QingHui.

"Qi Gong" by Eric.

you shall be eaten!

"waoh! is TV!" YeeTeng.

guess what animal ian is acting?

"lets JUMP!"

JJ him acting cute and zhi lian, is like gosh!

is like gosh man...

took while slacking, nice effect ar?
Serene and JJ.

is reaching 4am yet, still not slp...

what has he been thinking?
is he crazy or what?
i dont know him, just wanna be alone?
cant get it...

update updates?

2009-02-05T17:51:00.004+08:00

Back to post..
Dont really know what should i write about him,
cause his life is so boring...

anyway, he had been coughing since before CNY, but only see doctor yesterday.
It cost him $61 in total, it was like what the hell expensive lah!
No choice for him, he needs to recover quick cause he needs to focus on his study.
Is like tomorrow he has a practical test at 2.
Dont even know know he could pass and promote to 2nd year not...

Here is a list of his work, project, test and examination date:
6th Feb - EEPS practical test
9th Feb - DEP paper test
11th Feb - AMT & ITT project due date
12th Feb - EG2 all work due date
18th Feb - ITT test (if not wrong)
??th Feb - AMT test (need double check)
20th Feb - EG2 Exam
21th Feb - AEL Exam

HOPEFULLY, REALLY hopefully he can make it to year 2 ar!
Actually his target is his GPA remain 3 and above he will be very happy le...
So these 2 weeks need to focus on study!

But he next 3 days still need to work sio.. sad for him lah...
Tomorrow night.
Sat full and Sun at full.

But nevermind, after this 3 days he going to not work and focus on his work!
FOCUS!
GPA 3 and above!
Go year 2!

GANBATTE! JiaJun!

A sudden of loving A1's songs!
Feel that all the songs got link to his life.
So much feeling when listening to their songs!
So high yet to emotional...

Btw, people who is reading out there,
please tag and tell me what is not good about his life, and everything.
Wanna learn about myself more.
"Every thing we go throgh in life is an experiences and could help us change to be a better person"
Learn from every path we have chose to walk,
thus we wont make the same mistake again,
and might lead to a better life.

SMILE!!! ^^

i just wish we could be friend and talk like the last time...
nothing much more, just can chat care freely.

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copy from YT. My mei de... Quite fun, time wasting thing to do...
try it out...

Amazing
1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 1000 friends who might enjoy doing the memo as well as the person you got the memo from.

(1000 friends?! wait i go calculate first c enough anot.)
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IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Light of my life - Lee Hom and Lara Fabian
(wah, okay till become light of my life leh...)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Because you live - Jesse McCartney
(as you live you are my personality? lame...)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Superfantastics - Mr. Big
(Wah, feeling SUPER FANTASTICS MAN, why no smile at all?)

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Finally make me happy - Macy Gray
(motto is to be happy a... hahaha..)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
ai y ai y - BY2
(my life purpose is to love and love, how i dont know sio?)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Get'cha head in the game - HSM
(they think i not focus enough? i dont know...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Crazy for leaving you - A1
(hahaha, i thinking something so emo sio...)

WHAT IS 2+2?
不能说的秘密 - jay
(Hahaha! cant tell you leh, guess yourself...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Crying - Aerosmith
(all of them are crying? crying for me?)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
日不落 - Jolin
(my parents think i am a day which nvr end? wah!)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
私奔到月球 - may day
(maybe that person can bring me to the moon...)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
改变自己 - wang li hong
(oh, i scare of changing myself... for what sio?)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
let's get it started - black eyes peas
(i want to change the start? that mean i will not even be born?)

WHAT WOULD YOU SAY, WHEN YOU MEET YOUR BOSS?
如果你听见我着首歌 - wang li hong
(if you listen to this song, pls pls, INCREASE MY PAY!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Feel - Robbie William
(i dont think leh, i feel!)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
你怎么舍得我难过 - wong ping yuan
(my life is depend on you, so dont let me sad... hahaha..)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
The hearts never lies - mcfly
(become a heart that dont lies wor! hahaha becoming a internal organ.)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
梁山伯与茱丽叶 - gary and .....
(that mean i am going to be single when i die? T.T)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
雨一直下 - zhan yu
(dancing in the rain, not a bad idea eh...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Too bad baby - A1
(i dont know why, might be too bad you never choose me? hahaha!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
unbreakable - westlife
(i got an unbreakable hobby and interest leh! cant be break! or cant take break? -.-)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Stand by you - Ben E King
(My secret is standing by you, but you dont know T.T is secret leh...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
大城小爱 - wang li hong
(ehhh, like no link lor....)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
昨天今天明天 - ....
(oh my, i scare the days that thing happen, so everything is worst for me...)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
白色风车 - jay
(wah, windmill makes me cry, so dont let me see one if not i cry...)

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
绿光 - sun
(let me see green light i will laugh... lol )

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
友谊万岁 - shine
(ya, this song got link with qn... regret nvr treasure well friendship...)

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Everlasting love - ???
(Die in a everlasting love, wah, no regret to die liao)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
好心情 Just Be Yourself
(when i feel good and be myself might get marry? hahahaha)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Amazing
(is it that amazing? )

2009-01-31T00:57:00.004+08:00

time really fly...

so fast half a month has past and cny has now been the 6th day...

now is the critical weeks for him, cause all his test and exam are coming!
within these 3 weeks are the time to focus for him.
but can he focus?
don't know about it. so really need someone to look after him and force him study le...

anyway for the past few weeks nth much have happened, just schooling, working...
oh ya, on thursday was his emo partner's birthday!
"Happy Birthday, emo!
Hope all your wishes come true this year wor!"
and there was a sad thing happened too.
dont want to talk bout it first..

and way, let him upload a couple of his picture with his sec gang...
so long never meet up, so miss them!

PK, hong, yi, me and leen...
taken after visiting mandy house...
see he so ugly lor...
need go change face le...

"Should i smile, because you are my friend; or cry out... because that's all we could ever be?"
"Should i smile because i can still see you; or cry out because that's all i could be doing?"

JIA JUN!!!
FOCUS ON YOUR BLOODY STUDIES NOW!
WITHIN THIS MONTH YOUR FATE IS ON YOUR HAND!!
STUDY!

SMILE! smile to someone may brighten his/her life, so does yours too.

2009-01-19T15:09:00.004+08:00

okay, back to post a bit of stuff...

It had been 9 days since updating his blog...
These 9 days, so many things had gone through, so many things had happened...
It was like a life of changing and learning for him...
These few days he had learnt how to control his emotion, his mood and his social life for a bit and get to know many other things...
Anyway, this learning are all useful things for him..

Lets just say, dream is like a fantasy, a miracles, a sweet thoughts and a future sight..
but if you live a life like a dream and in a dream, hope that you will wake up one day!
Dream isn't always that fantastic.
So this phrase can remind you, "live as if you'll die tomorrow" so that you can treasure every minutes of your life, everyone that you knows and everything that you do you will give it all the best...
So SMILE and live your LIFE, stay happy!

This is also very good quotes to think over to, for all the guys out there!
Read and think over again..
If you know there is someone you like and she likes you too, dont fool her but treasure her..
If not one day, you sure regret that she left you due to your foolishness...

Hold on to you, is what he want to...
Knowing how you feel is what he aim to...
Understand you is what he hope for...
He just want to be with you...
So will he has the chance to get you?
He really miss you.. girl..

Feeling so lost...

2009-01-10T13:02:00.004+08:00

Kinda of updating...

First week of school makes him see what he had been doing in 2008...

First of all, he only manage to pass his modules common test, which is such a failure...
This is a warning for him to wake up and STUDY!!!!
Only left 6 weeks till the Examination comes, please someone wake this failure up...
Make him do his work, learn and STUDY!!

Secondly, he found out that he is such a 3 minutes doing kinda of person...
Everything he done, never even complete finished...
Just like doing TKD, till now never gotta a black...
Just like most of his wishes, never even complete...
What a half way person...

Lastly, he feels that this time he is living in a karma life...
Due to last year problems and things he did to that someone...
Feeling now is a pay back time...
Don't know is he thinking too much or real...

Anyway, he really hope 2009 is a good year for him...
He hope that there isnt any problem coming between them...
He hope he can get his black and license this year...
Everything for him will move smooth and fine for him...

is he thinking too much of a hell,
or is this a true feeling?
what makes it so real is you...

5th Jan the special day

2009-01-05T21:52:00.007+08:00

First 2009 post!

What a sad New Year 2009 for him...
He has to count down at the train, so boring and so tired.
At train he thought he can sleep so the time will fly,
but in the end, he only slept for awhile and woke up because it was so uncomfortable.
The train depart at 10pm plus abit, reach KL at 7 in the morning.
It was a miserable 9 hrs of trip to KL...
4 yrs never go KL, 7 yrs never go Genting.
So sad right...
Plus went KL at a time when he gotta miss her lots...
lol...

Reach KL, first thing first, breakfast at Mac, but not nice.
After that went to his pei jie house to put all their belonging and rest...
At around 3 plus then they went off to shop shop!
He himself bought some goods for himself..
A picture of one of his pretty pei jie...

Isn't they both beautiful? JJ's pei jie and jie.
After shopping went to back to his pei jie fishing farm for a good taste of fresh fish!
Yammy!

The next day, they prepared to go up Genting Highland to have fun.
Picture taken during the long long journey.

His pei jie fu sleeping to prepare for a long battle in the casino!

His nephew camera shy... Later got her face..

This was taken at Memorial of Dr. Lim(The founder of Genting).
His sister!

Dr. Lim was "de gou wan zhong".

What a nice view up there...

reaching soon!
Once reached, went check in and went play...
Lazy talk much, pic..

His cute cute nephew!

Both his nephew, so cute right...

Eeeee...

Boring and making his stupid face...

One brigde he so wish he could stand with her with...

His another pei jie's son!
So handsome now. 5 yrs or more never see him...

All 4 nephews!
It mades him so old now! LOL!
Anyway, had fun at there.
After Genting 2 days 1 night, went to his xiao yi house sleep one night then took train back SG...
Great time there, lots of things want to say but too lazy to detailed out...
Anyway, his cousins all shoot him when first saw him!
"wah! hair so long ar, go cut better lah!"
Lol, should he cut?
Need to ask her...

Anyway, 5th Jan is special, so sweet day for him..
Gotta remember it...

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!

2008-12-31T16:42:00.010+08:00

Lets post past events that had happened...

Hmm, firstly was the TBC (Team Bonding Camp).
He went for this camp for 3 days 2 nights.
Fun and he get to know a few more NP souls.
His group although a bit quiet, but was the best in teamwork among the rest.
His team was coolest among all!
"Who's Ass!"
ha!
anyway, it was fun and nice to meet those new souls.

Now, let him talk about the Christmas Day party at NYNY.
All he could say is, I LOVE YOU ALL, NYNY peeps.
Firstly, let him introduce the chief of the day.
Our boss, Julius!

He looks fierce and a bit ahem, but he was a caring one inside.
He went to the kitchen to cook for the staffs there, all was so nice and delicious.
All he wants to say is "ICHIBAN!"
Some of pictures that taken as memory.

This picture shows almost everyone who works at NYNY.
Here comes some of his memorable pic.

She the his xiao gf!
Isnt she cute! So adorable!

Once a brother... But Jian Hui still my gay partner! Love ya, JH!

This is him! JJ.

And these are the family picture of NYNY!

And here comes the picture of peeps receiving the present!

Fun and Joy on that day!
But the day after this, he suffer a few days just to talk things clear and change his ass life.
Now that he has chosen his path, he just wish it will be right.
(Btw, most pic taken from my gay partner's blog, ps!)
Btw, the past few miserable days, thanks to many ppl for their care and guardian.
So he could pass without thinking so much.
And thanks to them, so he knows what path he gotta choose.
Thanks!
(Sister, GayPartner, XiaoGF, Yang, Ralph, Mama, and many more.)

These few days he wont be in SG, so when you want find him, wait till 4th of Jan at night.
Hope 2009 will be a better one and good memory one.

Bye 2008!
And lets welcome 2009!
New Yr revolution is to have a peaceful but interesting life.
Anyway, that might be a foolish thing ar...

now that most of his problems has been resolve,
his wish now is to has her by his side,
soon he will know what path he has taken.
Anyway, he gotta miss her so much!
'i will miss you lots'

sorry to her, felt really bad to has hurt her..
really sorry.. T.T

Off he gooooooo...

The day it finally stop

2008-12-29T13:40:00.002+08:00

Back to post?

Nah, not quite a post as he has no mood to tell anything or to write long.
Everything to him now is blur..
The path of his life is blur,
the love of his life is blur,
the future he want is blur,
the goal he makes is blur,
the planning he makes is blur,
the world to him is blur now too.
What a jackass is he.
What is he doing?
Stupid, idiot and bastard is all he is now..

he just want a simple life,
a peaceful and interesting life,
no big problem that occur,
no regret when look back,
no hesitation in life,
no frustration in life.
but all this is just fantasy,
what a dream you are in.
weak you are.

SAM...

2008-12-25T03:26:00.003+08:00

Trying to post often...

Lets talk bout one of the events that happened between his Seoul Garden cele till now...

The day after Seoul Garden cele, he went out with his Mei(teng), Emo(serene) Ernest..
They went to SAM(Singapore Art Museum) for the Japanese Art Fest.
He was super late luh, reached SAM and Gary has to leave...
So he went one round of the SAM while his friends were the second round...
It was nice and very creative + artistic.
Love arts!
Here are the prove that he went there:

After the SAM, they walked to Plaza Sing for dont know lunch or dinner.
On the way walking, JJ took a few photo secretly...

Like scandal?
haha!
There was performance by Barney!

and lastly...

His creative pic of that day...
hahah!
Okay, that is all for that day...

Today, actually he is going to meet his friends for lunch, but in the very last minute...
His mum wanna go out walk walk, so he followed his mum out before going find them...
So went to Causeway Point to have lunch and walk for present...
After the walk at Causeway, he went meet up with his friends.
Eric, Ian, Emo and Hannah.
They were having buffet at Sakae lor..
Then the service staffs there like scare JJ eat without paying buffet price like that, keep on asking him is he joining..
After the buffet, Hannah went on to her party, while he and the others went to catch a movie.

"Yes Man"
This movie was awesome for him.
Funny and true.
The story behind is quite interest, "Life is short, so live it to enjoy it." Guess so..
Is a gotta catch show...
After movie, went on for dinner at LJS while meeting up with Shannon aunty and Rum(Guess).
Dinner over, slack awhile and he leave...

life is short, really..
so enjoy it and dont miss out opportunity to enjoy life.

he is single for now.
dont know is to celebrate or is to be emo and sad...
maybe someone can cheer him up..
and see who can make him has the feeling again ba...

End here!

2008-12-23T01:06:00.004+08:00

Finally, he is back...

Lets talk about the last day of his sch day...
He went out with his classmates to Takashimaya "Seoul Garden" for a mini celebration for our birthday girl..

From Outing (11 Dec)

Has a great time there eating and talking, exploring and seeing, knowing and understanding...
Just like the song by Westlife...
"We have joy,
We have fun,
We have season in the sun."
Anyway, back to topic.
After the meal, they have photo-ing time.
Great time to have photo.
After that, some went home, while he and some other classmates went to watch movie.
"The Quarantine".
Wooo~! JJ was a scary cat sio, the whole movie he was scare to toe.. HAHA!
anyway, after the movie they all went home separately...
Here are some of the "rich" memory photo.

From Outing (11 Dec)

Our handsome old boss. Ah Heng!

From Outing (11 Dec)

One of his class scandal.

From Outing (11 Dec)

The second scandal in his class..

From Outing (11 Dec)

His class real couple! So sweet...

From Outing (11 Dec)

YiHui, she look so lost... ha!

From Outing (11 Dec)

The birthday stars of the day...

From Outing (11 Dec)

Ha! Is Princess Fiona smiling at the camera..

From Outing (11 Dec)

Crazy duo of that day...

From Outing (11 Dec)

JJ acting gay beside the birthday girl. so gay...

From Outing (11 Dec)

Photo of the day! Look carefully and you will find surprise..

From Outing (11 Dec)

Last and formal, the group photo!!! Yeah!!

Hmm, currently JJ is working and working during this holiday...
But during the count down he wont be in Singapore as he will be counting down in the train to Malaysia.. Sad right...
He so wish to count down at Singapore with his friends, but sadly he needs to go in KL.
As it is a promise to his little Aunt he will go in see her and go Genting play...
Anyway, still got many more count down to be with friends...
Sorry everyone... Dont miss him wor!

He is so tired of his current life.
He wishes to change, change to be more simple and less worry.
He is too tired to hold on this heavy rs loads...
Too tired..
Just wanna find what he really want in life now..
"How to change this?
How to start?
How to let go?
How to know?"

JJ signing off..
Nighty!

2008-12-03T22:23:00.004+08:00

Back to update...

Actually want to update long ago, but too lazy...
And now actually no mood to update, but feel want...

Let just say JJ now is in a big debt or financial crisis...
Lets see;
-he still owe his bro $600 for the camera.
-he still owe his sis $200 for bills and hard-disk.
-he still owe sch fee at around $1.15k.(which already earned)
-he still owe his mum $2k for lappy.
-he still owe his mum again $2k for braces.(which only after NS then give)
-he still owe his hp bill at $200.
-and lastly still need to save up to at least $300-$500 for some personal things.
thus, JJ now is currently in a very crisis situation. Which he owe a total of $3k plus $500 in need...
It is like money here, money there... Why cant i be lucky enough to win some cash prizes...

"money money money..."

These few weeks were so boring for him. It is like a cycle...
Doing the same things over and over again... But these few weeks have many ppl birthday.
In sch doing celebration during break time...
Talk about birthday, his birthday this was a memorable one, cause his classmates gave his a surprise celebration..
"THANK YOU! MY CLASSMATESsss!"

So many wishes, but which will come true?
But for the most wanted wish is JJ's family and friends all healthy and fine will be great.
Although he in needs of finance, but that is not everything...

Next week, it is common test week...
So gotta work hard! Do his best and get a good result...
Dont wanna disappoint his family anymore...

*feellikecryingoutloud,whycantikeepmyheartdown?*
*iamsouseless,weakandstupid..evenwatchingasadmoviewillcry.*
*amitoosofthearted,toouseless?*

long time since to post...

2008-11-13T01:12:00.005+08:00

Haiz~!

Now that finally come back to update!
Ha!

Lets just put some photos and some lines of words to show what JJ had been doing for the past few weeks...

Lets introduce JJ's workmates and bro in NYNY.

The guy beside him is JJ work bro, JianHui. He is the most hardworking guy JJ has been working with...
Lets see, the photo was taken on 27 Sept on the time 3.45 am.
OMG, during that day, they were with few more workmates drinking and talking... JJ still quite clear what had happened during that day...

Here comes the other photo, that left guy is Yang.

Okay, done with the introduction.
Now, JJ got something he suddenly dream to have for...
It is the Mini Cooper, a small tiny little car which cost as much as a branded car.
Those two pictures were taken on 31st Oct at around 4.45am.
JJ went around his neighborhood in search of Mini Cooper, and these two are around his night search area. Is it nice and cute? That will be his dream car! Dont ask why, i also dont know.

Okay, this picture was taken during 31st Oct 6.25 pm.
It was taken because JJ has participated in helping in NP for the NP 45th Party.
It was fun, but the weeks before the event was so tight and busy, which make JJ so tired.
But it is worth it because JJ got to know many new friends and learn new things.
Overall it is a worth well event to join for him.

"CREW IS COOL!!!"

And finally, he doesnt know what to say, but he is really tired...
Dont know due to what..
Relationship? Part-time job? Academic? The things he wanted to do?
Perhaps all of the above...
Maybe is time for him to think what he really want in life again...

"Emo-ing Juno"
haiz~!

Outing...

2008-09-23T23:33:00.007+08:00

Today he went out to city area! Cause today off!
Ha!

Anyway he went out with one of his work friend, Stella. She went to do something and we went have a walk and catch a movie after that. The movie is "The Days".

Actually not bad, talks about brotherhood and life of the young people, quite interesting for him to say. For this film he can say worth to catch. And for this film, he knew that he cant predict a movie not nice by its poster.
Ha! JJ is like a frog in a well, like a tourist, go there look look here see see. Oh ya, the route for F1 race is done! So nice can, plus is like WWE cage match. Ha!

It is nice okay! The race route is like sealed. Hope one day can stand on the F1 route and take a photo!
After the movie, Stella continue her thing and JJ went to meet up his long time no see poly friend, Shi! Shi cut a short hair, and makes her look cute! Ha! Had a dinner with her at NYNY and passed her her birthday present. He really hope she would like it. Anyway, have a nice chat with her. After dinner and chatting, went back home with Shi. He knew she is tired, was like so sorry to ask her out for him, "so sorry Shi!".

Shi playing with the salt and pepper luh. She has nth better to do.

Shi! Isn't she cute? Ha!

Anyway today has a lot of talking done for him. Now that he is really confuse, being hurt so deep.
He doesn't know who can be trusted now.
And he found himself getting further away from his brothers now.
He really hope to find back himself, get back with his brothers and move on with life.
What's more is that he really want to get heal for his heartache and pain.
Real pain, real miseriable, real confuse, real tired, real hurt!
The trust is being betrayed once again...
Currently finding activity to involve so he wont think so much...

He is being fooled!

STUPID JIA JUN! HAHAHA! SO STUPID!
You might as well go knock your head to wall to get awake!

What more to do? Nothing...

WHO WANT WATCH "MAMA MIA" or "DISASTER MOVIE" OR "MIRROR" WITH HIM?

back from emoing...

2008-09-22T00:57:00.005+08:00

Finally another update...

He is such a fool, now then update. He is so outdated right?
The past month was so dramatic, so many up and down for him. But now he is quite okay, feeling fine too. He wants to thank everyone!

Anyway, what should he talks about now? His past? Not sure...
Just want to be man of his words, so put a few of him and his ex? photo..

Anyway, do not know this consider as the past for him.. but time will comes when there is one to come...

Now what to say, his life is not going to be the same, but will going to change soon! So lets wait and see how will he become... Haha!

so if there is any outing or what, please call him? Ha!

Oh ya, he got himself a camera. Makes him broke!

He love it very much! Too bad, he isn't that good in photographing.
SO, IF ANYONE CAN TEACH HIM, PLEASE HELP HIM!
Anyway, Sony got an outing workshop for the members. The details.

Too bad he can't afford to go, if not he will sure go and have a learning experience!

That is all for now! Will try to updates his life...

BBQ 23-Aug-08

2008-08-23T21:15:00.004+08:00

Yesterday went to bbq with his classmates...

Here are the photos taken during the bbq...

HOLIDAY!!!

2008-08-19T13:24:00.006+08:00

Yeah, again so long come a post...

Holiday is here, so it will mean he has to find a vacation job to do. To earn his next semester school fee. He still has a long way to go to reach his school fee amount, so need to find a good pay job. Anyone got any to intro to him?

Anyway, last few days he was doing studying for his exam, with his classmates. Sometimes studying feel quite really fun and nice, is truth. And when you study hard, and the day that paper finish, you will have a great feeling, like accomplished something good and will feel super relax.

During the past numbers of days, he got took some photos.

These pic were taken during our "da Jie" birthday...

His emo partner and him... haha.. Took during studying time, at night.

So did he look different? Grown up or still little boy?

This month he just bought his camera, Sony Alpha 300.
Now he has become poorer than ever, owe his brother over half a k...
The picture that took from the cam.

His like it very much, but still a starter to this hobby! He want to learn more and will keep this passion on!

That's all for now, update his dear pic next time...

idiot!!!

2008-07-26T14:47:00.005+08:00

ARGGG!!!

He is damn bloody idiot! Said going to update regularly but end up another half a month then update... I HATE HIM MAN!!! HOW I WISH HE COULD BE A BETTER PERSON... HATE IT!! JJ YOU SUCK!

What should i say... He is quite miserable this few days... And he can also feel that he and his buddy and family are getting more and more far, and he is feeling so lonely now... This has made him damn sad and more lost...

Lets put some photos taken during mda lesson on monday...
The class got high that day...

(going clockwise) Gary has a big smile wor!, Shamus cool man!, Luqman funny!, Serene shocking?, Hannah center girl, Larissa the turtle, and JJ.

Oh, that is Ivan, rare case he will take pic!

(clockwise) Luqman, Ah Heng dont be shy, Priscillia the priest, YT, Serene, Nette hiding where?, Hannah, Turtle, and JJ.

(clockwise) Ernest the hardworking boy, JJ, Sheena the big eyes lady, Priest, and Wenny.

(clockwise) Ernest, Teng the crazy lian, JJ, Nette, Ian sweat man, MDA lecturer, Sheena, Prisicillia and Wenny.

I like this photo, all co-operate to take so nice.. Shocking face!

He really really hate himself now, for being such a bastard. Why can't you change your bad habit? Why can't you be a man of your words? Why did you always make mistake in life? Why is his life such bloody miserable? WHY? WHY? Why don't you think before you do anything? Why you always make people shi wah? WHY? YOU IDIOT!!

He has regretted cutting his hair... Should have keep it till long, but nevermind, no try never know...

Here were some of the photos taken for the past half months...

What you looking at Eric? This was taken on tue after IS classes.

This effect quite nice...

This is the view at NP tallest building to view dawn... So nice and beautifulllllll....
Too bad no better cam...

This is JJ, if he is a total bookworm, it will be like this? HAHA...

His buddy and Joy... After work at night...

...

2008-07-04T11:38:00.003+08:00

So long already, finally back to update his life...

How has him been for the past 10 days?
It was tiring, sad, angry, happy, emo and more...
These few days, he went sch, go work, went for movies..

Sch works are stacking up higher and higher for him.
He still hasn't done eng mech chp 4, 5, 6; el tech tutorial 3, 4, 5, 6, 7;
eg1 tutorial 4, 5, 6; MDA project and chp 10-14; cats project; com pro project.
Soon he will gone crazy. Can't catch up with sch works... "ARGG!!!"...

Working was on weekend, nth much to talk about.
Just that weekend has many customers, so will be quite tiring.

He went with matt, ck, zs for movies.
"Wanted" movie was DAMN IT, look poster like boring, but movie story is nice.
A must catch movie...
"Get Smart" movie was funny, so want to relax then go watch, but you must understand english jokes.

That is all? These coming Sunday, his TKD grading for his black tips, HOPEFULLY HE CAN MAKE IT! "HAIZ~"

the past few days...

2008-06-23T23:40:00.003+08:00

For his past few days, there is up and down on his emotion...
Lets start talking...

20th June.
He woke up early morning to meet up with Hannah to go the Pinnacle Clinic thing. So he was very tired that day because he was playing game before sleeping at late night. That day was off day for him, so met up with Hannah and went to Kallang. Reached there, they start to find a way to go to the clinic, so took the bus that take them to the other end of the clinic? So alight and walk a distance of road to there. The clinic is like a leadership training school, at first when JJ went in, he thought those auntie and uncle there were the race people, but he was wrong. So went in further, signed in and go to do the rope thingy. So they wear the safety belt and helmet, went near the what thing. Then they start to learn the rope element thing. Can you believe it, JJ climbed the stairs fast up but funny was he roping down the thing was like so slow. Actually he was scare as he is a first timer. Then after that Hannah's turn, she was so steady as she lower herself to the ground. "It was fun! Again!" JJ heart think. But they finished and went on to navigation, learn how to use a compass and then a few tips from the staffs before ending the whole session. After the clinic thing, it was still early, so they dont know what to do. As Hannah later after, but was still early, so they went took bus to somewhere for prata. After having prata as breakfast, Hannah bring JJ around the town, like having tour. Walk for like a few hours going from one mall to another. JJ here wanna thanks Hannah for the tour, "THANK YOU!". After the tour, they went to eat "tou hua" before going home. So walk a distance of road before separate to go home. So he went home, bath and went out to meet Serene. "Sorry Serene!" as he was late. So he treated her a mac meal before going to meet his buddies for "tie ban sou"! It was so long since his buddies and him went out eat together. Spent like only three hours on tie ban sou and slacking at starbucks for coffee, but very bonding for him already. After his man's talk, his buddies and him went to lot one find their workmates for drink. JJ drank a total of 4 can of beer, and he felt drank. First time he has felt that feeling of being drank, so nice and cool. Looking at thing a bit blur, walk cannot walk straight. Went home "BOOM!" sleep...

21st June.
This day was the worst work day. He was so pissed off by his lousy supervisor. The day starting was fine and smooth, but he doesn't know why, the supervisor was like trying to make his task more difficult. His way was always block by him, and he always ping point things for him to do. The ping pointing is acceptable for JJ, but the blocking of way was the damn piss off thing. The supervisor purposely block his way even thought he knew he was on JJ's way, plus that time was peak hour time, so many customers. Not only that, that supervisor got attitude and many problems. Talk about him make JJ angry... That day ends early for him, after that went to eat with Matt, Check, Jen and Mai. Slack, chat chat awhile before going off. That night went late for training to skip warm up. Then he got the chance to push all his anger out on the punching bag, KICK, PUNCH AND WHACK the punching bag with force. A bit of anger was gone but not totally. Then did many pumping and learn pattern. After training, he went home bathe, finish went eat then go find workmate talk. Went home a bit late then sleep.

22nd June.
He woke up late at noon, online, then went to work. That day that supervisor never work, so he was like quite okay, can work smooth at last. So work work work work until closing, clean up and supper. Finished supper went home as the next day got school for him.

23rd June.
School REOPEN! Do not know was it good or bad... Anyway, went school do practical for 1hr plus, slack for 30 min plus, then lesson for 1hr plus, break early and went class slack again. He tried to create an AVT blog, but in school cannot, so continue his MBA modules... Got a just pass for the quiz, so sad.. Anyway, did whole work, finish release from class.. Then he went to meet his Apple Pi friends! They were so fun, energatic and give me a warm feeling, so nice. Went to take hoodi with them, took 2 photos...

The hoodi is nice luh, he love it man!
After that he went to lot with Serene, Serene went to buy her secret thing, JJ return book then went home. Have a nice meal, then created an AVT blog... End of the day...

That was his days...

what a moody day...

2008-06-21T22:22:00.004+08:00

1. How long will you wait for someone you love?
If there is the chance i can be with her, i will wait until she accept me...

2. What do you hope for now?
I hope i can save at least 2k by 2008...

3. What is the last thing you do/say if tomorrow is the end of the world?
I will spend my day with my love ones...

4. Do you hate your friends sometimes?
Sometimes when they get too over...

5. What will you do if your bestfriend has been kidnapped?
Call police then try help as much as possible...

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Depend on the day...

7. Will you snatch your love back?
If she still has the feeling with me...

8. What is your desired age of marriage?
27 to 30...

9. Are you happy with your life now?
Happy! Why not spend life happily as you might not know what will happen tomorrow?

10. What if your crush asked you out?
I will throw away all my work and go out with her!?

11. What will you do when you have a crush that knows you have a crush on him?
I will ask her the magic question!?

12. What feelings do you hate the most?
When i am angry!

13. What will you do if you fall in love with a boy?
That will be impossible...

14. What are you looking forward in the coming weeks?
A happy and fun school reopening...

15. What are the most important things in your life?
My love ones, my friends and FOOD!

16. Who do you hope to always be there for you?
My love ones and my friends...

17. Do you find life meaningless?
No, not at this point of time...

18. Where do you think can true love be found?
When you are at the very bottom of your life and that someone is there for you...

19. Do you believe that there's true love?
Yes, if not why will there be so many old couple?

20. What is your greatest wish?
Travel to other country with my buddies, better if all are couple...

21. What will you change if you could turn back time?
Nothing!

the past 5 days?

2008-06-19T01:00:00.007+08:00

5 days have passed since the last post..
Don't know where did he fly to?

14th June.
He went to work on 11. Work for the same section again. Worked for 7 hours without lunch or even break. So during the last 30 minutes of the work time, Check, Matt and him have a meal prepare by the chief for their hardwork. It was spaghetti and was damn nice for them, maybe it was because they were too hungry. Saw Fiona of different class that day, as she was "going Gym" but fail. Fiona and him was talking on phone facing each other, the situation was funny. So after the meal, he went home to rest awhile before going for his training. During his training, he was learning his pattern to prepare for his upcoming grading! So he need to focus! Jia you, Jia Jun! So that was his day...

15th June.
He woke up early morning, cause he had agreed with Serene to go with her to Hannah's house. So he meet Serene at Tiong Babru, and took bus to Hannah's house. Hannah's house was big! As compared to his. So at there slack for more than an hour before going with Serene and Hannah plan, walk to Hendason Wave.

Okay they walk a long distance, climbing up a long way of stairs and make it through every part of "mountain?" and finally get to the bridge. The bridge was 0.3Km and 60-70 metre above sea level. JJ's advice "You can go experience and go view the place, no regret!" So it took them 1 hour to finish the whole walk from Hannah's House and back, so is quite fast. So after the walk, they were back to Hannah's house to slack. Hannah and Serene cooked instant noodle and JJ help to eat only. What a gentleman! So after the eat, they slack awhile at Hannah's room. JJ fell a sleep on the floor, then Hannah and Serene went to play piano. Then took some "weird" pictures, showing later. After that, he went to work. Work the same thing again for 5 hours. But was damn tiring, because that day was Father's Day.

(left to right)
JJ will look like that if he has a squre face.
Professor Hannah! Look not bad right?
Serene looks so sad... So obvious!

16th June.
Okay, this day he worked for full day, so it was exciting! Haha! Morning he worked the same section, so he was okay okay. Then after his lunch break, he changed section become a "food deliverer"! That day till night, he was running here and there. Worry that he will send wrong order, so the whole day he was standing there poking his head around hoping that there is no wrong order. So luckily, there wasn't any and safely finish the day.

17th June.
He was oversleep as he had make a meeting with Serene and Ernest. He feel so bad as he was late and had make them wait... Anyway he met them up and talk about their project thing at "Ya Kun" and have some tea. After that they went to library to slack, slack then went to eat. After that, they disperse, Serene and Ernest went home and JiaJun went to work. So this day, he work back his same old section till the end of the day.

That was JJ taken at the end of his work day...

18th June.
Matt, Zong and him went to Check's house to drink. So at Check's house they were drinking and eating chips and peanuts, and watch movie. Then first to down was Zong, then Matt was talking on phone so never drink until his phone die off. Then Check and him was the last to fall, they fall not because of the drink, but they were tired. So they wake up at 12 plus at Check's house and leave by 1 plus for their lunch. So he went home slack awhile before going to work. So he work as "food deliverer" again, so was nice and fun. Got many problems today that he was not happy of.. He doesn't allow me to tell... Anyway, today end quite so so for him...

Oh ya, one more thing.
He heard this song, maybe it is old to you. But this song represent what he is feeling now.
The song is "Way Back into Love" by Hugh Grant and Haley Bennett from the movie, "Music and Lyric".
It is damn nice for him.
The Lyric:
[Verse 1]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
Oooooh.

[Verse 2]
(Drew Barrymore)
I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

(Hugh Grant)
I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!
Oooooooh, Ooooooh, Ooooooh.

[Middle-eight]
(Drew Barrymore)
There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation (This is the part where JJ like most)

[Chorus]
(Both)
All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!
Oooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooooh. Oooooooh. Ooooooh Ooooooooh. Ooooooooh.

Okay, it is late now, 3.40 am... He need to get up at 7... Nighty!

Tiring days..

2008-06-13T21:37:00.003+08:00

So it has been 3 days since last posting. So lets talk about the last 3 days.

10th June.
He was working at the afternoon.He was doing the same thing, stacking up the used plates, push the trolley in and out of the kitchen, stocking the utensils, tie the garbage bag and more. So end of his work, he went home online, play games. Then sleep quite late. That was the day.

11th June.
Actually was his off day, but wake up early to accompany his father to go hospital. So the whole morning 8 am to afternoon 2 pm was a very boring and tiring time for him. He wait at hospital awhile, then went to clementi to waste a bit of time, then go back to hospital to wait for his father. Then everything finished, he went home with his father. Then got a call from work place, they need people, so he accepted then go work at night. Then went home late at night then play game, sleep late.

12th June.
He had woke up early at 6 plus to accompany his father to hospital to check up. He sleep only for 3 hours, so he was like a dead person. So went hospital check up, finished then went home. Reached home at 10 plus. Then waited awhile for Hannah as he had planned running with her. So meet Hannah at 11 at CCK, then went to CCK stadium to run. Both of them ran the whole track for 8 to 9 rounds. He feel so bad, cause he had made Hannah come all the way to CCK for like an hour plus then went other place. Anyway, he finish the running with Hannah, went home slack awhile. Then went work after few hours, then at work doing the same job, cleaning up and etc. After work went home, actually wanna play a round of game then go sleep, but end up play until 5 in the morning.

13th June.
He woke up late, then wash up and change, ran all the way to meet his friend to go work. Work the same job again, but was better as he got a chance to learn to make drink and waffle at the bar. "It was so fun and nice!" he felt. Haha! That was the afternoon.

He was enlightened today by the words from his manager.
"Every section is important to every different kinds of job." and "Once you are good at that section, people who don't know cannot judge you but you can."

And Serene's quote was nice too.
"Resting is to prepare to move on at a bigger step."

So all these sentences are meaningful, so everyone, treasure it!

2008-06-09T00:52:00.003+08:00

Now lets talk about what had happened the past 2 days.

7th June.
He woke up at 12 plus. So he had his late breakfast with lunch outside with his brother. After that, went home slack before going for his training. Training learn some patterns. Then went home after training. That's all for his day.

8th June.
He woke up late also, at 11 plus. Again slack awhile then went out with his brother to have his lunch. On way saw their mother and had lunch together before going to with his buddy, Check.
So worked for 8 hours plus, doing the same things. Finished work, went home. End of the day?

That is all for the past 2 days.

He has been thinking, what is the feeling and behaviour when you like someone?
Can anyone help to answer it? Please...

Class Sentosa Outing.

2008-06-07T23:54:00.006+08:00

Lets talk about two days ago again...

6th June.
It was Friday, plus he had taken a off just for his class outing. Early in the morning he have to wake up to go meet Ernest to go Sentosa. But end up, he wake up by the call from Ernest, who was waiting for him at CCK MRT. He woke up and throw a shirt and a short in his bag, then went out to meet Ernest. So met Ernest at the MRT, then boarded a train to Jurong East, but ended up have to wait for QingHui. So both of them waited for QingHui's "5 min". After he reached, boarded the train to Harbour Front MRT to meet the rest.
So reached Harbour Front, saw Shamus, Gary standing playing PSP, and then Serene and Hannah sitting down talking. But not everyone reached, waited for the two "Ls" Larissa and Lynette to come. They waited for don't know how long, Lynette finally reached, but not the other L. So they continue to wait. Then finally Larissa reached but the group who took bus come had left to Sentosa first. So the MRT group went to have their breakfast first.
So JJ asked around what they want to take to go Sentosa, Larissa and Hannah said bus cause they do not want to walk back as they all are at the food center. But many among them never take the Monorail before. So it was like JJ keep on repeating the question "what to take to Sentosa?". *One thing, the food center's teh talik is nice! Haha! Prata also not bad!
So end up walking back to Vivo to take the Monorail since they thought the rest were at the Monorail beach station. But when they reached, the other group were at the other side of the beach. So end up JJ's group have to walk to there, but luckily got the tram to take half way. So meet up with the other group, and started to play volleyball. It was fun for JJ as he can try to diving to save the ball.

This picture should be taken by Larissa or Hannah during one of the game.

This picture was when these people who wanted to take the tram saw the other group who said wanted to walk to Monorail but end up taking the tram.

This shown some of the participles who went to the trip.

So they all were playing volleyball, some of them went in the water, some were tanning. This outing was a bit failure for JJ as he think he never did well enough to make everyone participle it. Plus many were left half way through the outing. Hannah and Larissa went off before the whole Sentosa trip, Ernest went before the "game" part and Marcus went off after few hours too.
So play until 2 plus and went to wash up, wash up until 3 plus before going to Vivo. So they reached Vivo, actually wanna to catch a movie, but everyone has different opinion and choice. So in the end went to have their lunch/dinner at Long John. After their food, they went to the top floor of Vivo to slack and play. They were like camping as they were playing bonding games such as "zero zero seven" and beating game.
Those games they played were so fun and nice, JJ feel that the people are bonding more closely now. First they played "true or dare", many craps and acts from JJ. Then they played "zero zero seven", many people have slow reaction! After that, they played beating game, most people got blue black after that, was funny! Then they went on to try out "chilli chilli chop chop" and many should have fun time? Haha!

This is one of the dare! Remember the sence? Know who are they? Haha!
So everything went on until the sky turn dark and they all went home at 10 plus.

This is the "Sleeping Beauty", doesn't she look like an anime character?

This is the "zia zia". Why? Ask JJ.

Gary, looks so blur...

Ian so concentrating on gaming...

This is the gathering! But JJ hopes the group would be bigger...

Anyway, those AVT V11 friends who was reading! Take note:
He is going to organise one more trip to go watch movie together! The movie will be decide through E-mail. So please co-operate. If the trip does not work, he think he won't organise anymore thing..

2008-06-07T18:04:00.003+08:00

Lets talk about two days ago.

5th June.
So it was Thursday, and he had planned to go Ian's house the night before to go play. Haha. He woke up late that day cause he was working on the previous day plus sleep late that night. He woke up at 10 plus and went out at 11 plus to meet QingHui at CCK to go to Yishun. They reached Yishun MRT and waited awhile for Hannah before walking together to Ian's house. It was like explore Yishun cause all of them have never been to Khatib before.
They reached Ian's house and they have some bites cooked by Ian and Serene. It was nice! Haha! After eating they entered Ian's room and settle down to play. The most funny part was that they were playing Monopoly, which is the old version one, Hannah was the crazy one as she was the strongest player among Ian, QingHui and Serene. Then what about JJ right? He was their banker. The only thing was that the Monopoly game was weird, those chances and opportunities were printed in short sentences and was unable to understand. Haha. Anyway, the game winner was Hannah and she went crazy about it. After game they had some bites before leaving. JJ took Hannah's phone and wallet as it was placed anyhow. So he kept the phone with him and wallet into Serene's bag. When Hannah realize her wallet and phone wasn't with her, she keep on saying "my wallet, my phone". So after leaving Ian's house, still haven't return her. They were going to separate group cause JJ and QingHui are taking MRT while Ian, Serene and Hannah are taking bus. So JJ return her the phone but not wallet. Hannah was quite clever to understand JJ's sentence about the where about of her wallet "You will know when you reach the bus stop". Haha.
So QingHui and him ran all the way to MRT because was going to rain and JJ nearly fall. Then QingHui went to meet his friend and JJ went to work. He was late for work, but was lucky he had changed before going and was only late a bit.
About his work that day, he was working the same job as the day before. But he does not mind already cause he knew every job has different things that can be learn from. So he work for 5 hours. It was tiring and hungry so during the debrief and supper time, he ate to plates of supper.
Yeah! That was the day for him!

2008-06-06T00:37:00.005+08:00

Hmm, lets talk about his two day ago first?

4th June.
He was in school early morning for study, but in the end he was too tired and brain cannot work. So he didn't really study at all and the whole exam he was like a living undead, can walk talk but cannot think. So his test for that day had a 12 marks gone.
After the test, he was tired so only went out with SoonHeng, QingHui, Pris and Sheena. They stuck at the bus stop to think of something to do, thinking until very long so in the end they went to K.A.P for lunch first. At there they were having their lunch and talking crap. Talk talk talk, talk until about choir thing. After finishing their lunch, they walk until the cross-junction, then stack there for like 10 minutes to decide where to go and what to do again. Actually they wanted to go to sing k, but time doesn't allow. So in the end went to play pool.
At there, they were slacking, talking, listening to music and playing pool. Pris still say slack at there very nice, call her go if got next time... It was like, slack there good? But anyway, JJ played two games of pool with SoonHeng and QingHui, lose to both of them. See how lousy is he at playing pool. Anyway, he learn something while slacking at there too. He had learn "how to play pool in more proper way". Haha!

This was taken when time haven't set.

This was taken after the timer is set. Haha! See how happily they were slacking...
After the slacking moment, he went home to rest before changing for work. He reached home, actually was going to sleep awhile first before going work as he was tired, but end up never sleep but playing com. So he went work in an undead status. Then during his working time, he was doing all the running lor. Keeping the dishes, refilling the things needed outside and more. He was already tired, plus after work, become hell lot of tiredness. But that day was the day that he had decided not to give up and will continue to work! Why? I do not know him, maybe is because of the food? Ha! Should be his determination strive him for his goal to clear his "poor" status ba? Or because of someone? Mostly like is for the cash to buy things that he had been wishing for?
So he went home wash up and everything done, online then in the end fallen asleep without switching off the light and lappy.
What a day he had!

Back from silence.

2008-06-04T01:16:00.005+08:00

"HAHAHA! I AM BACK!!"

Seem like one and a half month since he last blogged. You may think he had die or went emo, but the truth is "he is lazy to update or post".
Anyway he is so not a man of his word right? He said he will updates his life but in the end one and a half month past, nothing come out yet! So it had shown that he has a negative attitude: Not a man of his words.

So since it is an update after a month plus, I will tell you his first day of work!
It was so tiring for him, as it is common test week during his first work day. He woke up at 7 plus to go school to revise a bit. Reached school at 9 and revised until 1. Then his friends and him rush for lunch, which was just nice not many people eating. After lunch left 5 minutes to walk to blk 50 to take his EG1 common test, so his friends and him were all late a few minutes. During the test, it was smooth for him, but the thing is that he does not know will he pass or not. He took 1 hr out of one and a half hr to finish the paper, then left the room. Standing outside with his classmates awhile then moved to first floor of the blk to find some others. After awhile of waiting, he made his way to the bus stop. Walking in a fast pace, leaving Serene, Hannah and Larissa way behind him. It is like what the hell right? "What the rushing for?" You will thought.
Anyway he took bus to CCK then go find his friend. Before the start of the work, he went to buy a leather shoe for work. It was like fate making fun of him, all shoe he had looked and tried do not have his size but luckily he found one still can make it one. Then after shoe-ing, his friend and him went to work. He was so nervous about the work, as he was new to the work and environment! At the work place, at first was like "okay, not busy, so got time to feel the environment", but when time reached 6, it was "OH MY!" for him, walk here and there, in and out, clear this serve that. BUT, it was nice, he learn that he will need to be multi-tasking! So this job could train him even it is tiring, but fun!
Worst thing was, he was chosen at tomorrow attruim he will need to do the cleaning up thing, it was " WAH! WHY ME?" but nvm, he want to work till the end, not to give up so easily!

Yeah! That was what happened for his first day of work. Wondering what and where he is working right? Ask him lor... Haha!
Anyway, will try to talk more often bout him in here...

2008-04-22T21:15:00.001+08:00

one picture to upload now...

This is his current state?
Lol...

nothing much..

2008-04-22T00:00:00.001+08:00

here to post..

tomorrow then he will talk about the school open life..

he need to sleep early as he need to wake up at 8 tomorrow, so signing off.

SOE camp...

2008-04-13T00:52:00.003+08:00

Came on to update the last camp.

He went to the SOE (school of engineering) EE division camp. He thought he could get to know his classmate through this camp, but unfortunately he didn't. Anyway the camp was quite okay to him.
First day was boring part, we got divided into groups and he got into a all guys group. Don't know is lucky or what. Then as usual doing ice breaking and learning cheers and "amazing race" games.
Then the next days continue to be boring for him, he was sent to Macbook workshop to learn use mac book, but he did not bring. So the whole workshop he was half asleep and so lonely for him, sitting there alone fall asleep then wake up listen... After that play water bomb games and learning cheers. During the night then more fun, groups performance during "camp fire", then they own self find people go night walk, scare until them.
Then the last day prize giving, ending speech. Then buffet. The worst thing he was bitten by a centipede, leg ich and needle poking feeling for that day.
That was his camp life...
His group, group 9 " Impact". Although is a all guys group, but fun to know and meet them!

confused

2008-04-07T00:11:00.003+08:00

Posting a bit...

Recently, his parents were chatting about their relative stuffs. Suddenly, his father came out with a topic that old people are always being hated for nagging and other things. This topic had made him keep thinking is he a good son? Has he show any respect to his parents? And so many things... He feels so unsettle with it...

Then there is a part of life he has been questioning himself, the decision making. He thinks that every decision he had made is like no good ending or stuff. He is still wondering if there is problem in his decision making...

Arggg!! There are lots of things running inside his mind, so many problems, so many questions... Confuse, tired and sad...

Few days ago...

2008-04-04T16:25:00.002+08:00

nice movie!!!
is worth money!!
An Empress And The Warriors.

Camp days....

2008-04-04T15:40:00.003+08:00

Few days back, he was in the FOC(Freshman Orientation Camp). He decided to go because of his friend. That friend of his join for the T-shirt, while he thinking why not accompany him go, so he joined the camp.
First day when was walking in, he still thinking that "will my decision of coming is correct?". That was his thought for the day. So he went, sitting there 1 hr plus waiting for his turn to enter. So boring as his friend had went in already... The camp was a huge one, around few hundreds people joined. Okay, skip to overview.
First day was like learning cheers, knowing group mates and hearing "ghost story". Then at night there was a night walk to scare people. BORING, his group miss it due to walking short cuts. First day was like tired more than fun. Haha.
Second day was much better as they were having activities, games and learning dance! Much much better and fun!
Third day was like continue learning dance. But got one group water bomb war, huge event and was damn fun. Haha! At night got mass dance, great! It was like in pub, music and people dancing... But he turn emo in the mid of the event, want know why? Ask him lor... Anyway, whole night the whole camp people most of them never sleep. Some group play games, his group played "true or dare", his first time got to have play it.
Last day was like sad thing lor, saying bye and cheer for their GLs! Too sad, cannot write, will cry.. Anyway after that he went mac with his group members, eat liao. HOME SWEET HOME!!!

Apple Pi Outing!

2008-04-04T13:46:00.006+08:00

This picture was taken yesterday during a outing with his FOC (Freshman Orientation Camp) group - Apple Pie - friends.
Seem to be like a happy gathering right? Yeah, consider overall was fun for him. The bad part was only that they can't watch the movie, that was saddening.
Anyway, the whole day was like talking, waiting, standing, walking. Only when it was around 5 then the fun arrive - bowling!
David, Ah Meng, Serene, Steph, KaiShi and him, they were playing bowling while the rest were playing pool.
After these activities, the rest went to eat. He and KaiShi left them and on way home. KaiShi was such a cute girl lor. Haha. Anyway, he took the same line with her, she dropped at Breddell station while he emo all the way back to CCK. He had his dinner alone at coffeeshop, he felt the loneliness again... Emo-ing till now...

KaiShi is little girl!! haha!

2008-03-01T23:28:00.008+08:00

Another half month has gone, and now finally back to post...

Okay, lets talk about the last half month of his life. Last half month is like so BORING in his life. He work at ASM until 18 of Feb, then after that slack for like 6 days at home and got a new job from his buddies, went to a new company work for one week. The new job is to hammer the raw material from big solid form to powder form, it is hard work but to him is a way to train his arms. Now, he misses his workmates at ASM which he had worked there for 3 months.

This is the picture of the company logo that he worked for a week.

Lets talk about the 29 of Feb. He went to meet up Eileen and HuiYi after work at Jurong East so as to take cab to Kallang for dinner. The first impression he got when he saw the two girls was "Wah~! They are going to the beach ar?". He was shocked at what they worn for dinner. Haha. They got into a cabbie and on the way to Kallang there is a jam as it was peck hour, the taxi driver suddenly got out a topic of the recent news of the who ran off thing. Talk talk talk awhile, he thinks that the driver is like so nagging. Reached Kallang and the fare was $21, so "cheap". Met up PK and Ben, then went to have steamboat dinner. Dinner was fun, Leen keep eating zhu rou, Yi keep eating shui jiao, PK keeps eating niu rou, Ben keeps eating rou yuan and he keeps eating sotong. Haha. The funny part was that Leen and Yi created a story after the "sea creature" of themselve. After the dinner, went to Changi Airport Terminal 3. First time he went there. It is HUGE! and abit quite. Met up with Mandy awhile there.

This was taken when they are waiting for the skytrain to T3.

This was taken in T3, quite nonsense of him. Haha.

This was taken as they are quite nice. It was the departing floor.

After T3, they went home through MRT. When on train, some fun thing happened. Haha. Overall, the dinner was really fun for him, it was a joyous night he got!

After reaching CCK, he didn't went home straight. He went to play soccer with his buddies and friends. 4 vs 4 in basketball court at 12 am! Fun! He scored one and assited one, final score 5-1 his team won. Hehe.

As for today, he got his TKD training. First half was so tired as it is physical, after that slack.

Some of the pictures of his joyous night.

See! PK fit sia! So cool! Then is Leen and Yi. PK again in his post! Haha! From these pictures you can see JJ is no good at shooting photo.

See! Leen's zi lian skill is so good wor!

Haha, why doesn't have JJ picture? He thinks he has no camera looks ba.

okay end here!

s-a-d-n-e-s-s-!-!

2008-02-16T15:22:00.004+08:00

It is a long time since he last post..

Seem like this blog is so lonely and boring, just nice that the url suit it. BORING BLOG!

This coming Monday is his last day of work at ASM, but to him is like no joy at all. He dont know why, but one thing for sure is that he is sure going to sleep like he never sleep before. CRAZY GUY!
The next day after, he will get to know which path he has been posted to. Which mean his life will get a hell big of twist by then. Does he feel excited or does he feel nervous? He dont know... He just know he is not happy...

Update for preparation for New Year:
It was like a shopping trip.. As he went out only on Saturday, which is 4 before Lunar New Year, with his buddies to buy their new clothes and shoes.. They went to Queensway Shopping Centre which is their top choice of places to buy shirt and shoes. He got a pair of new shoes and a new shirt, his buddies all bought themselve shirts.. That trip costed him two hundred dollar plus.. First time he bought a hundred dollar shoes.. Can see how seldom he spend money.. CHEAPO PERSON!

Update for New Year:
It is a boring Lunar New Year... He only get to go out bai nian for the first two days of new year.. The rest of the days, at home until weekdays went to work.. Boring is because only one family come to his house bai nian.. What a hell lots of unjoyful New Year it is.. JOY-LESS NEW YEAR!

Maybe later he going to update something.. Something he has thought about..
*SADNESS*

Life after result...

2008-01-28T21:18:00.000+08:00

Back to post...

Quite a long time that he came on to update..
Anyway, he is still working this holiday. His life is so boring right? Only work.

He got his result, he quite satisfy with it. The result can let him go poly, but will not know if he could get in to the course he want or not. So he will have to wait for the result of where will he go. It will be either NP, SP or RP..

Life is so boring for him now.
Nothing interesting about him right?

Alright, he will stop here as he does not know what to write anymore..

2008 first words...

2008-01-16T22:23:00.000+08:00

Finally, he is back!

Sometime he wonders, what is the use of his blog when he does not even update that regularly?Plus, he also does not know who will read his blog as there is no picture, no updates that often? So he is thinking to continue blogging or just end it... Time will decide itself..

These few days, or should be few weeks, he was doing all the same things as in the December. Nothing interesting, fun, exciting and unbelievable happen in his life. Still the same old boring cycle of his life.. What a boring person he is right?

Here he want to apologise to Amanda that he was not able to attention her birthday celebration.
Sorry, Amanda!

The start of this year was not a good one for him, on the first week, he has not done something good nor done something he wants and even been late or miss on some events.. What a loser he is! So hopefully, the rest of the year will be smooth, exciting, interesting and fun for him!

No regret working in his current company, ASM! But wanna find a new job after that..

So end here, maybe he will try update regularly..

Conclusion for 2007

2007-12-30T17:15:00.000+08:00

Back to post..

It has been almost one month that he had never post anything. Maybe this post will be the last post for 2007. He wanna post something before 2008.

These few weeks, he has been working every weekdays except the public holidays. As usual he will wake up early, go to work, doing the same things over and over again, like a cycle. What a boring life he has.
For Christmas, he had spent the whole day home playing game, sleep, eat and watch TV. What a boring life he had right? So sad...
Recently, he had watched a movie, "The Warlord". This movie is nice especially for me. I like the phrase that Andy Lau said in the movie, "人言无信就是畜生！". This phrase mean a man who make a promise but does not do is a useless beast. So people, if you promise people something, must really keep or do it! If not you are like a useless beast.
Alright, these are the things that happened to him these few weeks.

Now he wanna to conclude about 2007 for him.
This year has been quite okay for him.
For January, he was working part time, and staying home. It is a boring January for him.
On February, he had took his O level result, it was so pathetic. So it was a month of choosing his future, and can consider a stressful month for him.
For March to May, he had to revise all that he had studied and learnt things that he had never learn before. Do all the school works and face all social problems. So it was months of school works.
On June, he was playing more than studying, so it was a month of relax for him.
For July to October, he was working on for his studies, so were his friends. So those months were focusing months for him.
On November, first week was stress doing O level. Second weeks, he was having fun and relax. And starting from the third week, he was working. So for November and December, both months were fun time, knowing new people time, and working time..
Although most of his wishes never come true, but it is okay with him. He can wait till next year.
In conclusion, this year is a year full of obstacles and choices to make for him. So it can consider this year as okay only. Not that fun, not that stress, not that happy too.

Okay, update till here.

2007-12-05T20:03:00.000+08:00

Back to post...

By the way, these few days were so lonely and quiet for him...

It has been like continuous few days that no one sms, msn or call to chat with him. A few smses still have, but it was not a chat. It was just a few smses to ask or tell something only, damn boring and lonely for him.

So these few days he was like doing the same things over and over again, except when something new pop up for him to do. He does admit it was boring, but he had no regret for working there. The people there is friendly, kind, and nice. Plus he is learning things that some people will never even touch before, so he is quite happy with it.

He has been learning to use Excel, SAP programming and some other IT program. All these programs are very useful and will help in future, that is what many people there have say. So must listen to experience people, so learn them.

Don't know why, but he recently likes to hear the song "Just My Luck" by Mcfly. He likes the part "You and I have got alot in common; We share all the same problems; Luck, love and life aren't on our side" in the song. He thinks that this part has the meaning, the meaning that he has been finding someone that know what the song means. Like never talk to the topic right, he want to find someone that has lots of common ideas or topics with. Maybe he will or will not find it, see his fate..

end here...

first questioning..

2007-11-29T21:55:00.000+08:00

back to post...

He doesn't know what to do or talk, so try to do this.

"1. What was the highlight of your week?
-the week has not end, thus still not confirm.
but currently is working!

2. Whose car were you in last?
-taxi! don't know who.

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
-maybe tomorrow? maybe a few years later?
depend!

4. What colour shirt are you wearing?
-white with black words.

5. How long is your hair?
-for guys, is like longer than average.

6. Last movie you watched in theatres?
-transformer? should be.

7. Last thing you ate?
-pizza!!

8. Last thing you drank?
-plain water, favourite drink!!

9. Where did you sleep last night?
-my "room".

10. Are you happy right now? On a scale of 1-10.
-should be 5.

11. What did you last say?
-"don't want" for "do you want eat?".

12. Where is your phone?
-in the living room, no one sms, so no need to by my side.

13. Who is the next person you're wanting to kiss?
-don't know. maybe someone i love.

14. What colour are your eyes?
-black or brown.

15. Who came over last to your house?
-ck!

16. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
-long long ago. once upon the time!

17. Who/what do you hate/dislike currently?
-no one actually. nothing really.

18. What are you listening to?
-'just my luck' by Mcfly!! Nice!!

19. If you could have one thing right now, what would it be?
-the thing is money!

20. What is your favourite scent?
-don't know. not sure actually.

21. Who makes you happiest right now?
-don't know... she?

22. What were you doing at midnight last night?
-having a dream!

23. Are you left-handed?
-yeap! but right can a bit too!

24. What's for dinner tonight?
-pizza.

25. What is the last alcoholic beverage you had?
-not sure, only know is 4.8% alcoholic.

26. When is your birthday?
-secret! is on november!

27. Who was the last person to text message you?
-don't know, like 3 to 4 days no sms! so lonely right?

28. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
-starting of this year.

29. Where was the last place you went shopping?
-taka? buy food only.

30. How do you feel about your hair right now?
-okay, quite fine, but the sides is not long enough.

31. Do you have any expensive jewelry?
-i no jewelry!!

32. Where does most of your family live?
-Singapore!

33. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
-2 elder siblings!!

34. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
-a bit, but learning to be independent and muture now!

35. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
-boring day again...

36. Do you drink beer?
-yes.

37. Myspace or Facebook?
-none! can?

38. Do you have T-Mobile?
-what is that? i not good in IT thingy!!

39. What is/was your favourite subject in school?
-Maths! 1+1=2!!

40. What type of boy/girl do you usually fall for?
-good looking, kind, understanding.
so be proud if i choose you!

41. Do you have any talents?
-don't know, finding!

42. Have you ever been in a wedding?
-yes, but is like 3 to 4 years ago?

43. Do you have any children?
-i will have when i get married...

44. Did you take a nap today?
-ya, in my dream...

45. Ever met anyone famous before?
-not really, but hopefully can.

46. Do you want to me famous one day?
-it really depend, thinking will change..

47. Favourite Actress(es)?
-Shirley and some more..

48. Are you mult-tasking right now?
-no. cannot.

49. Can you handle being in the military?
-cannot also must tahan!

50. What is your average handphone bill?
-$30 for this year.

51. Do you believe in Karma?
-not sure yet.

52. Last time you went to a Gym or worked out?
-never go before, believe?

53. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
-two, one going to spoil.

54. Last place you drove your car?
-in fantasy world in my dream..

55. Ever been to Las Vegas?
-no. hope to go!

56. What are you doing now?
-answering the tiring questions..

57. Have you ever gambled before?
-ya, but small small, for fun.

58. Have you ever been to Disney World?
-no! that is why i am aiming to go.

59. Do you have a favourite cartoon character?
-superman? batman?

60. Last thing you cooked?
-an egg. believe?

61. How's the weather?
-fine.

62. Do you email?
-seldom now, nothing to mail.

63. What's the most stupid thing you've ever done with your cell phone?
-drop a few times continuously.

64. Last time you were sick?
-don't really know."

finally he finished in 30 minutes.

The Start of New Job!!

2007-11-19T19:28:00.000+08:00

Long time no post, back to post.

Oh, it has been 9 days since he update his blog. Hmm, so what should he talk about first?
Today, he went to work at Yishun. It is a start of something new to him, as he can learn much more skills in work, he is so happy! It is sad that he has to wake up at 6 a.m every weekday now, that is like same as his last time school day time. He had saw the real invoice, statement of account and what accountant do at work! *Happy*
For the last two days, he had went to his friend, Eileen, Birthday Chalet. He has had quite a fun time there, with all his friends, play talk and have fun. But most of his friends had fall asleep, left him and a few friends to play, talk. He had play mahjong, 21, da lou er, see sunrise, cycle, eat and walk. He had spent the night playing mahjong, da lou er, cycle buy foods, and talk. One sad thing was that, all his friends there are all couple, except a few others.
And for the day of his birthday, he had nothing interesting happened. He spent that day to go find work, and the rest at home watching tv. What a sad and lonely birthday this year for him. Don't know how will it be the next year?

He has been wondering with all these question:
"What will my result be?"
"How will my future be like?"
"When will he find the one?"
"Who will be the one?"
So who can answer these questions? Time?

Lets end here.

update a bit...

2007-11-10T17:24:00.000+08:00

Back to post...

Time passes really fast, now is already 10 of November. So boring!!!
These few days have nothing interesting happen.
Yesterday he went to town with his friends, his friends all went to buy their prom night shirt. After that, he went to Bugis to see "Xiao Zhu" Alan Lou. It was so crowded, and he only come to sign the ticket. So boring sia, but at least can see him in real person! He is sad that he couldn't go Show's Concert.

Dont know what will happen during that day?

End here!

2007-11-02T17:50:00.000+08:00

Back to post! updated.

So 4 days never update, so come write write a bit thing. And finally he left 3 papers to go, the only one that need to stress most is S.S. Hell lots of things need to remember for the SEQ. So tomorrow and the day after he will need to concentrate on S.S in order to confirm pass his humans.
So these few days nothing much had happened to him. The only thing he can remember was that yesterday he get to talk to a new person in his life. But he doesn't know if she consider him friend or stranger, that is the only problem. So anyway, see how ba.
Anyway, today he went to find job in town. Travel with a friend, who is going to meet his girlfriend. So he was all alone after reaching town, which is like fine with him as he is used to being alone. Although have not found any, but he get to know a new person again, the agent. Lame.
And today he finally got a story book for himself. What a miracle that he will start to read a book! The book title is Miracle, by Danilelle Steel. He got it because O levels is ending soon and he want to read book, plus it is cheap! Haha.

Anyway, he wants to THANKS his SISTER!
"THANK YOU Jie Jie, for your birthday present."
He like it very much! And here he promise that he will buy you a jacket next year!

All right now, is time to end here.
Update next time.

6 more enemies...

2007-10-29T19:51:00.000+08:00

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Quite a few days never update, found out that blogging really needs time to check and update. Also found out that, tagging is so dangerous. If you have an enemy, they would come to your blog and anyhow say you. But really, it is so stupid that the people who uses other name to say the host of the blog, what a coward.
Anyway, had just finish English papers today. It was so nice after English had finished, feel a whole lots of weigh had been put down. So light that I could fly. Haha. Anyway, English composition I had written around 480+ words. It was my first time to write so much. So proud of myself.
Oh ya, still got 6 more papers to go. Hopefully I can make it to poly. So scare that I would not make.

End here, after O then write long long.

worried, tired, sad...

2007-10-22T17:30:00.000+08:00

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Left 1 and half day till his O level first paper, Science Chemistry. He is feeling worry for this time round, he is afraid that his English will not make it again, and he is also scare that he cannot meet his target.
Today he felt so tired as he went to school study at 8.30 till 4.00. Going to have a nap soon.
Also today he suddenly knew that he was so stupid, stupid until he thought it was real. Now his whole mind is with "Why did i let myself believe miracles could happen... Cause now i have to pretend that i don't really care..."(lyric from HSM) " I am so stupid to have believe.".

One song he feels that it has meaning to him is "Bet on it" from HSM2. The part in the song,
"How will I know if there's a path worth taking?
Should I question every move I make?
With all I've lost, my heart is breaking.
I don't wanna make the same mistake.
Did you ever
Doubt your dream will ever come true?
Did you ever
Blame the world but never blame you?"
he can tells he is in such situation now.

Don't know why, but he gotta end here. Can feel that he is sad now.

Counting down for O..

2007-10-20T16:52:00.000+08:00

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Just today, his friend send him a link about horoscope. He thinks that it is 50-50 true only, so put this link to share with you about it.
http://mizian.com.ne.kr/englishwiz/library/names/zodiac/scorpio.htm
It is super long, so take a few days to read if you want to know all horoscope.

4 days left to O level's first paper, he is still online. Oh my, he still not taking serious about it? Need to scold and wake him up right? Haha.
So not going to let him say too much, he just want to update a bit.

It is not that you cannot light his dark sky, so don't think you can't.
It is that he doesn't want to light up the sky now, so please forgive him.
He want to say:
"I don't want you to light up my dark sky,
I am not going to miss you.
I just want you to be my light,
I just want to think of you."

Haha, nice words? He hope so.

update...

2007-10-07T21:18:00.000+08:00

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Lets talk about that thing which happened to him, he thought they will come find him the next day, but in the end, nothing had happened to him. He just continue his usual life in school. Now he can just concentrate on his study, nothing for him to worry.
These few days nothing big has happened to him, so nothing much to write.

lets end here.

first fight.

2007-10-03T16:09:00.000+08:00

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this event got (plus him, 4 people) and (4 other school students)
Actually today was happy and was in the mood to study, but when his friends and him were waiting for bus, there was a trouble. Actually nothing will happen if he decide to leave early, but he make a wrong choice.
His friends and him were waiting for bus in the bus stop, when a group of xxx students came. They were so rude and think they were big that one of them try to squeeze a seat at the bus stop without a polite asking to his friend. His friend got irritated but still let the guy has the seat, but the guy keep finding trouble by smoking and blew the smoke toward his friends and him. Got one moment was that the guy was trying to throw the ashes to his friend, but the wind blow back to the guy and his face was full of ashes. Damn funny.
Later after awhile, one of his friend's boyfriend gave up his seat to reduce the chance of getting trouble. Jun followed as he doesn't want trouble too, but his friend who sat beside that guy was so irritated that he doesn't want to move. So his friend's boyfriend tried to call him move. In the end, JJ also gave up his seat because of the smoke smell.
The trouble started when his irritated friend also gave up the seat. Those guys say his friend stare at them, and wanted to ask why. They went toward his friend and pushed him around, JJ tried to stop them by separating them and apologise for his irritated friend. But those guys were purposely meant to find trouble that they pushed JJ too. JJ was too chong dong that he pushed back that guy, that guy got angry and gave him a punch, luckily not that strong if not he is going to be ugly. So JJ fight back and that guy fell to the floor, that guy got more angry and ran to punch him again. That guy attack missed him, JJ try ran away. He chased after and took the metal cover of the rubbish bin as his weapon, but JJ was far away.
JJ thought the trouble will end when one xx guy ran across the road to help, but that guy was with those students. He only listen to them as they told that xx guy that JJ scold something about him. The truth is that in the fight, JJ had never say a word out, and his friends also know. But they kept telling the lie. That xx guy believe them as they are friends. JJ try to talk thing out, but that xx guy keep saying he will call his gang find him.

Tomorrow JJ may have trouble because of the lie that those guys made up. He finally realised that he was too "chong dong" and made the thing worst. He was so stupid. If tomorrow really got trouble, he doesn't know what to do liao.

News talking. Those N level students will need to pass at least five subjects to get to secondary five. Sad for those future students who need to take N level. English and Math are compulsory to pass plus 3 other subjects, this pull the standard so high liao. Must work hard, N level students, sure can make it de.

No mood to write any more. end here.

slacking.. OMG!!!

2007-09-28T22:06:00.000+08:00

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AHHHHHH!!!! Left only 3 weeks, but he is still slacking. How is he going to get into poly? How will he has a good future? His English still not pass, plus he has still many doubts and problems on all his subjects. He will need help from people, but who can he ask help from? 18 days left to his O level practical,and 25 days to his O level first paper. He needs to have time management and someone to discipline him, but who?

"Nothing is more important then study now, so do not always go play!!!"

Mood less...

2007-09-24T17:00:00.000+08:00

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lets talk about what happened yesterday. Yesterday was quite a happy day for him as he went to sentosa to perform TKD demo. Before the performance, his friends and him were nervous as there were many spectators. But after the performance, he was proud of his performance because the event he performed was the most funniest of all, and he felt he had done well on it. Haha, that was happy.
But today he was like suddenly sad and mood less, for several reasons. One of them was his worried for his O level English result, and one of them was about his courage over a simple thing. He went home today with a sad face.

Today he has no mood to talk about any news or quotation. He is tired, mood less and sad now. Shall end here.

Sad...

2007-09-21T15:51:00.000+08:00

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Damn it, today he had another good chance to make friend with the girl, but he gave up again. Today was just as the same as that day, but was without his friend encouragement, which mean he is quite brave now. But the very bad thing was he gave up in chasing after her, he saw her walking home alone again, and went after her but stop at the same place where he last gave up. He has a fear in him, a fear that he will be rejected to be her friend. He was now so sad and scare to face her. So stupid and dumb of him.

Today there is a big news in soccer, that is Mourinho had resigned from Chelsea. He had leave EPL, many of the Chelsea will be shocked if i not wrong. In my opinion, this year Chelsea will not be Champion of EPL because Mourinho had left. But it is too early to predict it.

Quotation of the day, "Don't let your fear inside you conquer you". Which mean fear is just an excuses, or reason to run away from something. Is just like you will never know what happened if you don't try something. Plus if you conquer fear, your path in life will be smoother. So don't fear anything. Haha. He only know how to say, but don't know how to work.

Okay, done for today. Don't know when will the be happy day for him in these "New Life".

Disappointing day...

2007-09-18T16:47:00.000+08:00

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Today got something to post, so no need to wait a few days. Today was so disappointing for him as he missed yet another chance to get to know her, so he was quite sad now. It was such a good chance today as she was alone on the way home, but he wasted a lot of time deciding whether he want to chase after her or not. Finally, his friend helped him to make the decision, so he had run to chase after her, but it was too late as she was far away. He ran a long way in the end miss out the chance, as he had gave up half way after seeing her already half way home. His friend was right as he should have go all the way, now he has lost both the time and the chance to know her. He was such a stupid, and he regrated about it.

Today's quotation is "Don't give up until you give all your best, the result might be what you want". It is right, you will never know the result until the end, so why not give your best to it, and the result might be the one you have always wished for.

No want to talk more, end here ba...

Last 4 weeks...

2007-09-17T18:04:00.000+08:00

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Quite a few days never update, now come to update a bit. These few days nothing interesting and big have happened.
Just to say, Saturday training was fun, because his friend and him were slacking for almost the whole training. But the fun thing was that he could try moves on his own, as he learned a new move.
Today went school as usual, study as usual. The sad thing was that his result was not good, can only consider bad. That was a sad sad thing for him.

He has not update with the news, can only talk about the earthquake that happened in Indonesia. The several earthquake were strong enough that even Singapore can feel it, he felt the earthquake too. That time he thought he had play too much com that he feel shaking, but that night when the news announce about it, he knew it was earthquake. It was his first time to feel the shaking moment.

Today he gonna give a quotation, "Change Always Start from the Inside then Move to the Outside". So if you wanna change other thing you see, first you must change yourself, then others will change too. This is what he thinks.

Talk till here. Any good quotation, please care to share with me. Thank you!

sick...

2007-09-12T17:50:00.000+08:00

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Today sleep at 2 plus in the morning, dont know why cant sleep, but in the end still fellen to sleep. Anyway didnt went to school today cause he wanna go see doctor, so woke up at 8 plus and went to polyclinic. He waited for 1 hour and 50 min to finish the whole process of waiting and see doctor. Before going home, he has his meal somewhere around that place. Reach home eat pills and sleep. All about it.

Hmm, dont know what had happened in school today, haha.. Dont really care, but hope he doesnt miss any important thing.

Today any news? Hmm, newspaper got one is that, SG zoo got public charity, if i not wrong. SG zoo is owned by private or government? But no big deal, for him public charity for zoo also no help much to zoo, is the reputation and the support of government mean more to zoo, i think. So what for to have public charity?

Here is a good quotation. "You Thought You Know Everything, Actually You Know Nothing". It sound really inspiriting to me, the sentence and the meaning. Want to know his thought for this quote, ask him.

Too much talking. End here.

2007-09-10T16:28:00.000+08:00

Back to post something after a few days..

These few days sick, coughing here and there. Then yesterday got fever, luckily is okay today morning, but the cough is still there. Dont know how to cure this cough, hopefully no need to go see doctor.
These few days nothing much happened in my life because he is sick. Only during training time, selected to be bullies with his buddy, CK. This is funny, bullies end up being bullied, this is one of the demo going to perform for dont know what meeting.

These few days never watch news or read any news, so dont know what big event have happened, so dont know what he can talk about.

He dont know why, just feel that he is so lonely in school now. So lonely, left at one corner alone, like no friend. *sad*

All right, he think is enough. Stop here..

His Life...

2007-09-07T13:33:00.000+08:00

back to posting.. but he dont really know what to talk about in his blog..

lets talk about his life, he went home just today morning at 4 plus a.m from his friend's house. he went to his friend's house to watch them play majong, and he was sitting there reading his friend's comics. the title is "liang feng", is quite a nice comic. he like the story line, is really like real life, haha.
after his friends finished majong, his friends and him get bored, just nice a friend of the host started to chat with him, and they all started to play and entertain themselve. that is quite stupid, but was fun and laugher all over the room. they even call up friends to chat, but not everyone was awake, so they play until 4 plus and we home respectively.

oh ya, today got any big news? seem to be so peaceful now as there is no big news got his attention. he only remember that the NS man illigelly brought his weapon out of the camp, and he was the most wanted man in that 20 hours. lol. the man has one month left to being a free man, don't know why he wanted to be like that.

okay, talk too much, end here...

2007-09-04T14:49:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!

he is done with this.. thanks to ZhiYun LaoShi..

he wonder if this will make his living style change?
have to see after few days..

haha..

the day when this blog come to live...

2007-09-04T13:02:00.000+08:00

he wondered, how come ppl like to make blog when it is so troublesome?

oh my, he used almost two hours and still doing this blog..

damn sleepy now..